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Here it is

Let me break it down for you:

I am scared of the future, not because it’s uncertain, but because it’s so damn certain. And I already dread it.

I am tired of crying about the weirdest things. 

I am empty, I don’t know why I have no more drive in life.

I am sick of my dreams, and my lies. 

I am forever looking for an escape. 

Everyday is just another battle. 

"Some people meet the way the sky meets the earth, inevitably, and there is no stopping or holding back their love. It exists in a finished world, beyond the reach of common sense."

— Louise Erdrich (via kari-shma)

Losing my mind

All I know is this: With everything that I go through, I can’t do it without God. and you. 

O.ve.r whel.ming

It’s so overwhelming after all. After just one day, I found myself wondering what’s the quickest way to earn money. I even considered buying a lottery ticket, or waitressing till someone offers me an awesome job in their company. And I have come to appreciate so many things I hated before, like school. And those simple days I have being bored at home. 

Is it really true that we should all find something we truly truly like, so that we dont have to work a day for our whole lives? 

I’m only freaking out now. What if I hate it? What if I hate it when I know that I’m most probably gonna end up here again? I’m not even prepared. Not at all.